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Oh God. I don't even know where to start. *cries* Well as you can tell by the title, this is about Allegiant of the Divergent trilogy. So I'll make it clear right now: IF YOU HAVE NOT READ ALLEGIANT YET, THEN DO NOT CONTINUE. THERE ARE SPOILERS AHEAD.
So I finished it this Wednesday on a trip. I was racing with a friend to see who could finish it faster and won. But oh my god. I was not at all prepared for it. The ending. Made. Me. Cry. So. Very. Hard. I've been reading fanfiction and tumblr for a good portion of my day just to come to terms with it. Yes. Tris dies. Tris is DEAD. And it's similar to situations that she has survived before, though obviously more extreme. I didn't think David would have the heart to shoot Tris first off. I expected Tris to do that, but I also expected Caleb to be stubborn or take it back right as she was about to go in or save the day at the end or SOMETHING. NOT JUST LET IT HAPPEN. Seriously. It would have redeemed him as a character. In my eyes, at least. And if not that, I was kind of hoping that Matthew would have secretly been immune (through inoculation) to the death serum and would have gone in and saved her at the last minute. God, I really really wanted Tris to live. I didn't even think it was true until Cara told Tobias about it. *sobs* I cried so hard. And it took so long for her death to hit me (until the Epilogue).
I know I'm focusing on the end, but only because I have the most to say about it and I originally wanted this to be short. I, at first, had trouble with POVs as it changed from Tris to Tobias and back. But then I realized that they are in fact similar people (which might have been on purpose to make it easier to write). But there are slight differences. I learned to love Tobias's POV. To me, he was more talkative in his thoughts. Which I liked. I felt so very bad for him at the end. I was like "*sob* Poor Four! Poor Fourtris! *sob* Why oh why?" I honestly would've cried for longer (15 minutes), but I was on a trip... And now I'm just numb about it. Like I want to forget that it ever happened.
Don't get me wrong. I don't hate it (anymore). In that period, I hated the ending and Veronica Roth. But now I see why. Not that I like it. More like I respect it now. And I'm numb of course because I'm a sucker for romance. I really wanted Fourtris to have a happy ending hence fanfiction. But there are only a few good ones...
I am so going to cry during the Divergent movie... I can't wait though... And I am so getting Tobias's short stories book.
I kind of wish that there was more in the ending. Like them reuniting in death. Or an alternate ending would have been great. One fanfiction I've seen is called "Resurgent" and I really like that title for an alternate ending.
In the book, there were some funny jokes, which were far and few. Then the attempts at jealousy were kind of pathetic (at least, to me). Nita and Matthew. Ha. That was funny. And Nita's rebellion was such a hassle. And really badly planned. Like it was just put in there. And not very well at that. It was for the sole purpose of creating a rift between Tobias and Tris. Honestly. Ugh. Whatever. On another topic, I do like how the second rebellion shows all sides of Tris. You all should know what I mean by that. Oh and when I finished I realized something. The point of the cute fluffy moments was to satiate us in preparation for Tris's... death. And the point of the POVs was not as much to show both of their personalities as much as it was to keep the story going after her death.
The ending WAS amazing. As plot development or really to wrap up the book. Heartbreaking, but almost necessary to end the book showing Tris's character . And it really did capture her character. Though I really didn't like how she broke her promise with Tobias. I felt so incredibly sad about it. And then the way she died. By getting shot? Really? I'm glad she survived the death serum (Of course, I knew that was coming), but getting shot was.. I don't know... Not right. And I have yet to figure out how I would have wanted that to happen, but definitely not like her getting shot. She's survived so many of those situations (getting shot, not death serum) that I just didn't find it fitting for her. AND SHE PROMISED TOBIAS THAT SHE WOULD STAY WITH HIM. Goodness. She should learn to stop breaking her promises with him. Poor Four.
Another thing: There are so many deaths. In the whole series. It's countless. I'm not even going to try. And the memory serum and death serum gave the government too much power over others. It was way too much. But I liked Tris's idea. Which worked of course.
TORI AND URIAH. Just a quick tribute to them. They were too young to die (as was Tris of course).
Veronica Roth did break a rule of YA in this book. Many know what I'm talking about already. And that is the rule that you must not kill off the main characters (the heroine really), WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE DID. I'm not hating. Seriously. Just stating this common rule. She went a bit too far past atypical. To me.
That stuff about GPs and GDs was utter f***ing garbage. Omg. Wtf. Totally messed up world. I don't even fully understand what it means to be a genetically damaged person. Like how do you even tell? What makes them different? How and why are GDs susceptible to serums more so than GPs?
By the way, the cute moments between Fourtris are so cute and did satisfy me, but not enough to be even slightly ok with Tris dying. They were great. I do have a question: In THAT scene, did they have sex or not? I would greatly appreciate an answer.
"Fire that burns that bright isn't meant to last" This quote is said by Tobias (thought really) and it's utter BS to me. It's just to justify killing Tris off. Strong people don't have a shorter life than others. It doesn't mean that every strong, brave, selfless, intelligent person has to sacrifice himself or herself. Like seriously. It was good, but it didn't have to happen that way. Killing off so many characters I mean.
I can't think about this anymore. So I'm just going to drown myself in homework and fanfiction for a while. Hopefully finish lots of work and find some good fanfiction. It was good and sad and emotional, but it could have been better. I read a post on tumblr about how after reading Allegiant the poster felt like reading Mockingjay to cheer up. It was entertaining. I will also go on tumblr and scroll down very far. Throughout the week. I enjoyed reading Allegiant even through my tears and I hope others understand my thoughts.
Oh God. I don't even know where to start. *cries* Well as you can tell by the title, this is about Allegiant of the Divergent trilogy. So I'll make it clear right now: IF YOU HAVE NOT READ ALLEGIANT YET, THEN DO NOT CONTINUE. THERE ARE SPOILERS AHEAD.
So I finished it this Wednesday on a trip. I was racing with a friend to see who could finish it faster and won. But oh my god. I was not at all prepared for it. The ending. Made. Me. Cry. So. Very. Hard. I've been reading fanfiction and tumblr for a good portion of my day just to come to terms with it. Yes. Tris dies. Tris is DEAD. And it's similar to situations that she has survived before, though obviously more extreme. I didn't think David would have the heart to shoot Tris first off. I expected Tris to do that, but I also expected Caleb to be stubborn or take it back right as she was about to go in or save the day at the end or SOMETHING. NOT JUST LET IT HAPPEN. Seriously. It would have redeemed him as a character. In my eyes, at least. And if not that, I was kind of hoping that Matthew would have secretly been immune (through inoculation) to the death serum and would have gone in and saved her at the last minute. God, I really really wanted Tris to live. I didn't even think it was true until Cara told Tobias about it. *sobs* I cried so hard. And it took so long for her death to hit me (until the Epilogue).
I know I'm focusing on the end, but only because I have the most to say about it and I originally wanted this to be short. I, at first, had trouble with POVs as it changed from Tris to Tobias and back. But then I realized that they are in fact similar people (which might have been on purpose to make it easier to write). But there are slight differences. I learned to love Tobias's POV. To me, he was more talkative in his thoughts. Which I liked. I felt so very bad for him at the end. I was like "*sob* Poor Four! Poor Fourtris! *sob* Why oh why?" I honestly would've cried for longer (15 minutes), but I was on a trip... And now I'm just numb about it. Like I want to forget that it ever happened.
Don't get me wrong. I don't hate it (anymore). In that period, I hated the ending and Veronica Roth. But now I see why. Not that I like it. More like I respect it now. And I'm numb of course because I'm a sucker for romance. I really wanted Fourtris to have a happy ending hence fanfiction. But there are only a few good ones...
I am so going to cry during the Divergent movie... I can't wait though... And I am so getting Tobias's short stories book.
I kind of wish that there was more in the ending. Like them reuniting in death. Or an alternate ending would have been great. One fanfiction I've seen is called "Resurgent" and I really like that title for an alternate ending.
In the book, there were some funny jokes, which were far and few. Then the attempts at jealousy were kind of pathetic (at least, to me). Nita and Matthew. Ha. That was funny. And Nita's rebellion was such a hassle. And really badly planned. Like it was just put in there. And not very well at that. It was for the sole purpose of creating a rift between Tobias and Tris. Honestly. Ugh. Whatever. On another topic, I do like how the second rebellion shows all sides of Tris. You all should know what I mean by that. Oh and when I finished I realized something. The point of the cute fluffy moments was to satiate us in preparation for Tris's... death. And the point of the POVs was not as much to show both of their personalities as much as it was to keep the story going after her death.
The ending WAS amazing. As plot development or really to wrap up the book. Heartbreaking, but almost necessary to end the book showing Tris's character . And it really did capture her character. Though I really didn't like how she broke her promise with Tobias. I felt so incredibly sad about it. And then the way she died. By getting shot? Really? I'm glad she survived the death serum (Of course, I knew that was coming), but getting shot was.. I don't know... Not right. And I have yet to figure out how I would have wanted that to happen, but definitely not like her getting shot. She's survived so many of those situations (getting shot, not death serum) that I just didn't find it fitting for her. AND SHE PROMISED TOBIAS THAT SHE WOULD STAY WITH HIM. Goodness. She should learn to stop breaking her promises with him. Poor Four.
Another thing: There are so many deaths. In the whole series. It's countless. I'm not even going to try. And the memory serum and death serum gave the government too much power over others. It was way too much. But I liked Tris's idea. Which worked of course.
TORI AND URIAH. Just a quick tribute to them. They were too young to die (as was Tris of course).
Veronica Roth did break a rule of YA in this book. Many know what I'm talking about already. And that is the rule that you must not kill off the main characters (the heroine really), WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE DID. I'm not hating. Seriously. Just stating this common rule. She went a bit too far past atypical. To me.
That stuff about GPs and GDs was utter f***ing garbage. Omg. Wtf. Totally messed up world. I don't even fully understand what it means to be a genetically damaged person. Like how do you even tell? What makes them different? How and why are GDs susceptible to serums more so than GPs?
By the way, the cute moments between Fourtris are so cute and did satisfy me, but not enough to be even slightly ok with Tris dying. They were great. I do have a question: In THAT scene, did they have sex or not? I would greatly appreciate an answer.
"Fire that burns that bright isn't meant to last" This quote is said by Tobias (thought really) and it's utter BS to me. It's just to justify killing Tris off. Strong people don't have a shorter life than others. It doesn't mean that every strong, brave, selfless, intelligent person has to sacrifice himself or herself. Like seriously. It was good, but it didn't have to happen that way. Killing off so many characters I mean.
I can't think about this anymore. So I'm just going to drown myself in homework and fanfiction for a while. Hopefully finish lots of work and find some good fanfiction. It was good and sad and emotional, but it could have been better. I read a post on tumblr about how after reading Allegiant the poster felt like reading Mockingjay to cheer up. It was entertaining. I will also go on tumblr and scroll down very far. Throughout the week. I enjoyed reading Allegiant even through my tears and I hope others understand my thoughts.
*This is unedited. Meaning all of this are my raw thoughts and I have not looked at any of it after writing it. All I know is that this is much much longer than I intended.
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BIRTHDAY!!!!
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Hey guys!
Well as you can see, it's my birthday today!!!!
And I'm super excited!!! Not giving away my age obviously. :/ All I'm saying is that I just turned a very important age! Very crucial! And the people in 3 of my classes sang happy birthday to me today! During class! And so many people have said happy birthday! It's so great! I actually feel appreciated! XD Not a loner! *person with self-esteem issues* Hey! Don't blame me! Blame the people that make fun of me! I digress...
My approximate exact time of birth is 1:15pm, so my birthday happened a few hours ago! During class... Not going to let that pull me down though! I was talking to friends, so it was cool actually!
I got so much cool stuff today!!! Like a new phone that I've been dying to have!! And a case for it! Some gift cards and money, a necklace, and a bunch of calls! Having a birthday party in a few days, so I'll get more then! Can't wait!
Got to study for a bunch of stuff now though... No time for manga or anything fun... And I almost made it into All State Choir! So close, but not quite! I'll make it in next year! Definitely! At least Reached by Allie Condie is coming out tomorrow!!! Excited for that too! This week is going to be very tough! Wish me luck~!
Love,
monkey-chan
Well as you can see, it's my birthday today!!!!
And I'm super excited!!! Not giving away my age obviously. :/ All I'm saying is that I just turned a very important age! Very crucial! And the people in 3 of my classes sang happy birthday to me today! During class! And so many people have said happy birthday! It's so great! I actually feel appreciated! XD Not a loner! *person with self-esteem issues* Hey! Don't blame me! Blame the people that make fun of me! I digress...My approximate exact time of birth is 1:15pm, so my birthday happened a few hours ago! During class... Not going to let that pull me down though! I was talking to friends, so it was cool actually!
I got so much cool stuff today!!! Like a new phone that I've been dying to have!! And a case for it! Some gift cards and money, a necklace, and a bunch of calls! Having a birthday party in a few days, so I'll get more then! Can't wait!
Got to study for a bunch of stuff now though... No time for manga or anything fun... And I almost made it into All State Choir! So close, but not quite! I'll make it in next year! Definitely! At least Reached by Allie Condie is coming out tomorrow!!! Excited for that too! This week is going to be very tough! Wish me luck~!
Love,
monkey-chan
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Dunno what to name this Test
8 min read
Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drunk Alcohol (Beer (I HATE CORONA!), Mojito (<3), Wine (Both red and white), Vodka, Rum, and Champagne... But I drink them separately and when I drink I seriously don't drink much.)
Total So Far: 1
Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone (Hate doing that... I'm not sure if I could do it again.)
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (You could call it that if you want.)
Total So Far: 4
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker...
(x) Seen Someone / Something Dead (On TV but I think that still counts)
Total So Far: 7
Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your DA Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain (Probably going soon...)
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
Total So Far: 9
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit
Total So Far: 12
Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship (And I don't EVER want to be in one!)
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have (If you count someone famous.... no it's NOT Justin Beiber!!!)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (<3)
(X) Made A Snow Angel
Total So Far: 16
Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite (Maybe once... not sure)
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (Huh? What does that even mean?)
(x) Played Dress Up (Ahh... my childhood)
Total So Far: 19
Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves (Where I live it's all sun, all the time... mostly)
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (Monopoly and I won every time! Even after I stopped cheating I still pwned (that is a word) then I also got the action replay whatever it is for my DS a while ago (as in a couple years ago) but I seriously don't play that anymore EVER!)
(x) Been Lonely (Don't ask...)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (ALOT!! My spanish teacher lets me fall asleep in class!! BEAT THAT!!)
Total So Far: 23
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set (It's sooooo pretty!!!!)
( ) Felt An Earthquake (My brother did)
(x) Killed A Snake (I killed a worm by accident... I think... it was a while ago anyways so... whatever.)
Total So Far: 25
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (Never telling ANYONE where I'm ticklish!)
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (Money...)
( ) Been cheated on (Thank goodness not!)
(x) Been Misunderstood
Total So Far: 28
Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (Not bad ones so I'm good)
Total So Far: 30
Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces (I HATE THEM!!!!)
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight (You could say that...)
Total So Far: 33
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (ALWAYS!)
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced (LOL!!! No I haven't, but funny things happen at school...)
(x) Questioned Your Heart (Soooooooooo many times... its not even funny.)
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (Lol)
Total So Far: 36
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World (Does europe count? Cause I've been there! ALOT!)
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (November 28, 2011... I felt like total crap!)
Total So Far: 40
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep (Long painful story...)
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers (Project...)
(x) Sang Karaoke (<3 it!!!!)
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (Probably like once or twice maybe)
Total So Far: 44
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (Soo many times... like when I tell myself not to have chocolate. It doesn't work.)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls (Good memories)
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage came out of your nose (Once... on my birthday)
( ) Kissed In The Rain (I TOTALLY wish!! Soooo romantic!!)
Total So Far: 47
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (Once and it's really sad cause I'm not Christian or Catholic...)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles (Childhood memories...)
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere (It was my brother, but still...)
Total So Far: 51
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Been Humped By A Monkey (You could say that...)
Total So Far: 54
Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge (Really?? Are you serious? Is there anyone whose actually jumped off a bridge and survived?)
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (Me and my friends...)
(x) Swam With Dolphins (Once. It was awesome!)
Total So Far: 57
Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (I got a guy's sweater. I <3 it!)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars (Kinda.)
Total So Far: 60
Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (Lol)
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (And succeeded! In your face! (I used to take gymnastics))
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (9 hours!!! New record, suckers!)
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (For 9 hours)
Total So Far: 64
Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree (On a trip or hike I think)
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House (I think so... possibly)
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (WhenI was younger, I was scared to watch Twitches by myself... sad right?)
Total So Far: 68
Level 24
(x) Believe In Ghosts
(x) Have/ had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (Have. If you count my mom's shoes too)
( ) Gone Streaking (Huh? WTF?)
(x) Visited Jail (In monopoly, I guess... oh does a concentration camp count? That was really sad.)
Total So Far: 71
Level 25
(x) Played Chicken (I think so...)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (Unfortunately and I was wearing a skirt too! I was an embarrassed little 10 year old)
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (That was SO weird!)
(x) Broken A Bone (Fractured leg... close enough!)
(x) Been Easily Amused (Depends)
Total So Far: 76
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (EEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried (Lol! Long story)
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed (Sad and weird, but still very, very true.)
Total So Far: 79
Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone (Camp...)
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You (Again camp...)
(x) Cheated On A Test (Don't spread that and don't worry it wasn't anytime soon.)
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name (On multiple occasions! I'm so bad with names!)
(x) French Braided Someones Hair (But I forgot how!! It's so sad!)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping (OMG! NO!)
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
Total So Far: 84
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity (HA! Never have and, hopefully, never will)
(x) Black-Mailed Someone (Yeah, probably like once or something.)
( ) Been Black Mailed (And hopefully I never will be.)
Total So Far: 87
Level 29
(x) Been Used (Kinda)
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (Lol!)
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone (Childhood.)
(x) Licked Someone (Childhood.)
Total So Far: 91
Level 30
(x) been shot at/at gun point (It wasn't a real gun but it looked a lot like one)
( ) Had sex in the rain (Sigh... people these days... even I'm not THAT bad.)
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
Total: 93
KEY:
0-10:Go Outside
11-20:Get a Life
21-30:Loser
31-40:Loner Yep. That's me.
41-50:You have friends?!?!?
51-60:Your kinda sorta kewl.
61-70:Ill hang w/ u
71-80:Mrs. Cool
81-90: Dude, ur sweet!
91-100:Freakin awesome! <== OH YEAH!!! I am awesome!!!
101-110:Whoa!
111-119: Holy crap, you belong in a hospital!
120: Corpse
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(x) Drunk Alcohol (Beer (I HATE CORONA!), Mojito (<3), Wine (Both red and white), Vodka, Rum, and Champagne... But I drink them separately and when I drink I seriously don't drink much.)
Total So Far: 1
Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone (Hate doing that... I'm not sure if I could do it again.)
( ) Been Fired
(x) Been In A Fist Fight (You could call it that if you want.)
Total So Far: 4
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker...
(x) Seen Someone / Something Dead (On TV but I think that still counts)
Total So Far: 7
Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your DA Friends
(x) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain (Probably going soon...)
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
Total So Far: 9
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Mosh Pit
Total So Far: 12
Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship (And I don't EVER want to be in one!)
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Can't Have (If you count someone famous.... no it's NOT Justin Beiber!!!)
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By (<3)
(X) Made A Snow Angel
Total So Far: 16
Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite (Maybe once... not sure)
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding (Huh? What does that even mean?)
(x) Played Dress Up (Ahh... my childhood)
Total So Far: 19
Level 8
( ) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves (Where I live it's all sun, all the time... mostly)
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game (Monopoly and I won every time! Even after I stopped cheating I still pwned (that is a word) then I also got the action replay whatever it is for my DS a while ago (as in a couple years ago) but I seriously don't play that anymore EVER!)
(x) Been Lonely (Don't ask...)
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School (ALOT!! My spanish teacher lets me fall asleep in class!! BEAT THAT!!)
Total So Far: 23
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set (It's sooooo pretty!!!!)
( ) Felt An Earthquake (My brother did)
(x) Killed A Snake (I killed a worm by accident... I think... it was a while ago anyways so... whatever.)
Total So Far: 25
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled (Never telling ANYONE where I'm ticklish!)
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (Money...)
( ) Been cheated on (Thank goodness not!)
(x) Been Misunderstood
Total So Far: 28
Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
( ) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident (Not bad ones so I'm good)
Total So Far: 30
Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces (I HATE THEM!!!!)
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight (You could say that...)
Total So Far: 33
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (ALWAYS!)
( ) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced (LOL!!! No I haven't, but funny things happen at school...)
(x) Questioned Your Heart (Soooooooooo many times... its not even funny.)
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes (Lol)
Total So Far: 36
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World (Does europe count? Cause I've been there! ALOT!)
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying (November 28, 2011... I felt like total crap!)
Total So Far: 40
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep (Long painful story...)
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers (Project...)
(x) Sang Karaoke (<3 it!!!!)
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (Probably like once or twice maybe)
Total So Far: 44
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't (Soo many times... like when I tell myself not to have chocolate. It doesn't work.)
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls (Good memories)
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage came out of your nose (Once... on my birthday)
( ) Kissed In The Rain (I TOTALLY wish!! Soooo romantic!!)
Total So Far: 47
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus (Once and it's really sad cause I'm not Christian or Catholic...)
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles (Childhood memories...)
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere (It was my brother, but still...)
Total So Far: 51
Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
(x) Been Humped By A Monkey (You could say that...)
Total So Far: 54
Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge (Really?? Are you serious? Is there anyone whose actually jumped off a bridge and survived?)
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (Me and my friends...)
(x) Swam With Dolphins (Once. It was awesome!)
Total So Far: 57
Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/Ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (I got a guy's sweater. I <3 it!)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars (Kinda.)
Total So Far: 60
Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs (Lol)
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (And succeeded! In your face! (I used to take gymnastics))
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (9 hours!!! New record, suckers!)
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (For 9 hours)
Total So Far: 64
Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree (On a trip or hike I think)
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House (I think so... possibly)
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone (WhenI was younger, I was scared to watch Twitches by myself... sad right?)
Total So Far: 68
Level 24
(x) Believe In Ghosts
(x) Have/ had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes (Have. If you count my mom's shoes too)
( ) Gone Streaking (Huh? WTF?)
(x) Visited Jail (In monopoly, I guess... oh does a concentration camp count? That was really sad.)
Total So Far: 71
Level 25
(x) Played Chicken (I think so...)
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (Unfortunately and I was wearing a skirt too! I was an embarrassed little 10 year old)
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (That was SO weird!)
(x) Broken A Bone (Fractured leg... close enough!)
(x) Been Easily Amused (Depends)
Total So Far: 76
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (EEEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried (Lol! Long story)
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed (Sad and weird, but still very, very true.)
Total So Far: 79
Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone (Camp...)
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You (Again camp...)
(x) Cheated On A Test (Don't spread that and don't worry it wasn't anytime soon.)
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name (On multiple occasions! I'm so bad with names!)
(x) French Braided Someones Hair (But I forgot how!! It's so sad!)
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping (OMG! NO!)
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
Total So Far: 84
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
( ) Had A Cavity (HA! Never have and, hopefully, never will)
(x) Black-Mailed Someone (Yeah, probably like once or something.)
( ) Been Black Mailed (And hopefully I never will be.)
Total So Far: 87
Level 29
(x) Been Used (Kinda)
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs (Lol!)
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone (Childhood.)
(x) Licked Someone (Childhood.)
Total So Far: 91
Level 30
(x) been shot at/at gun point (It wasn't a real gun but it looked a lot like one)
( ) Had sex in the rain (Sigh... people these days... even I'm not THAT bad.)
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
Total: 93
KEY:
0-10:Go Outside
11-20:Get a Life
21-30:Loser
31-40:Loner Yep. That's me.
41-50:You have friends?!?!?
51-60:Your kinda sorta kewl.
61-70:Ill hang w/ u
71-80:Mrs. Cool
81-90: Dude, ur sweet!
91-100:Freakin awesome! <== OH YEAH!!! I am awesome!!!
101-110:Whoa!
111-119: Holy crap, you belong in a hospital!
120: Corpse
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About ME!!
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My name is Vanessa. I'm a girl. I am a Narutard and a Bleachtard. My favorite sports are tennis, swimming, and dancing. I play the flute and alto sax (although i'm not that good at it). Hablo un poco espanol!
just started watching this awesome youtube guys videos!!! there hilarious!!!!!!! his names RayWilliamJohnson and if you like comedy then i recommend watching!! heres the link www.youtube.com/user/RayWillia…! my youtube username is monkeymillionair!!
btw 3 of my favs r www.youtube.com/watch?v=ag8F26… , www.youtube.com/watch?v=bs_16l… , and www.youtube.com/watch?v=5--5zp…!! all of them r great though!!!
My fav anime/ manga are Naruto, Bleach, Bakugan, and Saiyuki. My favorite books are PJO and the 39 Clues.
Oh and before I forget TEAM JACOB RULES (He's SOO HOT)!!! Edward is ugly (Seriously I almost puked when he took off his shirt in New Moon) and gay (I mean come on what straight man sparkles)!!
I like being with my friends, being on my computer, laying alone with my thoughts, and freedom.
I hate school, hw, studying, getting up in the morning, and getting forced to do something.
Fav Characters from Naruto, Bakugan, Bleach, HSD Kenichi, ad Psyren
NARUTO: Naruto-kun (although i wish he were a bit brighter, hes awesome!), Sakura (although she can be a bitch. also i dont care if a story has Sakura Bashing or not), Iruka-sensei, Kakashi-sensei, Ero-sennin (Jiraiya), Minato-kun, Kushina, Tsunade-baachan, Hinata-chan, Kiba-kun, Neji, Tenten-chan, Shikamaru-kun, Temari-chan, Gaara-sama, Ino-chan (u know Ino-pig means Pig-pig), Choji, Asuma-sensei, Kurenai-sensei, Anko, Pein, Konan, Itachi, and some more characters that I can't think of right know!!
BAKUGAN: Dan, Drago and all other bakugan, Runo, Shun, Alice, Julie, Marucho, Mira, Ace, and Baron
BLEACH: Ichigo (he's the best!!), Tensa Zangetsu, Rukia, Orihime, Toshiro, Shunsui, Rangiku, Kaien, Jushiro, Soifon, Isshin, Karin, Ururu, Kisuke, Yoruichi, Renji, Byakuya, Uryu, Chad, Nel, Yamada, Unohana, Isane, Momo, Hisagi, Yachiru, Kenpachi, Ikkaku, Nemu, and others!
HSD KENICHI: Kenichi (hes SOOOO much stonger and cooler now!), Apachai, Takada, Miu, Renka, Ryuto (Odin), Akisame, Shigure, Sakaki, Natsu (Hermit), Kisara, Kano Shu, Chikage, Ethan (Pollux), Rachel (Castor), Tanaka, Hibiki (Siegfried), Freya, Mizunuma, Li Raichi (Spark), Koukin, Boris, and thats it... i think
PSYREN: Amamiya, Ageha, Matsuri, Asuka, Fubuki, Hiryu, Oboro, Kabuto, Tatsuo, Kyle, Marie, Shao, #7, #6 (Miroku), Van, Frederica, #1 (Grana), Ian, Kagetora, Lan, Riko (Caprico), and more!
(Quote from Psyren Wiki "Ian is a average height man and also quite skinny with fair hair. He actually quite resembles Shinji from Bleach.")
My fav Naruto pairings are NaruSaku and FemNaruSasu Forever and i dont mind NaruHina, NaruIno, NaruTen, or a few other NaruGirl pairing (especially when there's Sakura Bashing) also HinaKiba, Shikatema, NejiTen, SasuKarin, SasuDeath, or SasuOC, MinaKushi, ObitoRin, InoCho, InoSai, KakaRin, KakaAyame, IrukaAnko, PeinKonan, AsuKure, ShinoOC, and GaaraOC, GaaMatsu, or GaaSari!! (tell me about any other good pairings that arent here and if i like any of them i'll add them!)
Pairings i'm ok with are ShikaIno, JiraiyaTsunade, LeeTen, KakaShiz, IrukaShiz, and very few yaoi pairings like KakaIruka (kinda)!!
Pairings I hate or dislike SasuSaku, NejiHina, NaruSasu, other Yaoi, and Yuri! (i dont necessarily hate the people though)
My fav pairings in Bleach are IchiRuki, IchiHime isnt that bad, GinRang, and IshiHime! (tell me about any other pairings u like and the reason y u like them please!!)
Songs: I like most Naruto Shippuden Openings and Endings, most Bleach Openings and Endings, and HSD Kenichi Openings. I also like most songs on Y-100 and the new, in style songs.
(don't think this anymore just keep it on here so people can get a small idea of my imaginative mind! hehe ^^)
i wish that i could be in naruto as naruto's twin sister and to be there during his child hood and be there during everything that happens to him and have the extra charkra of the kyubi and for me to be the 4th member of Team 7, but for the story not to change much because i like the story how it is!! I would have red hair and emerald eyes like Kushina or blond hair and blue eyes like Naruto-kun and Minato or a mix!! I would be hyperactive sometimes and kinda lazy other times, i would be reckless, but not as reckless as Naruto!! I would have a crush on Shika-kun and Kiba-kun!!! I would spend alot of time with Naruto-niichan and would train with Ero-sennin (Jiraiya) and go for the Sage Training and all that stuff!! (idk i just imagined all of this in my head, but i couldnt write it on paper! lol!!)
i can be really lazy like Shikamaru-kun and i can be really hyperactive like Naruto-kun and Kiba-kun!!!!
oh and before i forget my fanfiction username is monkeymillionair and my username on narusaku.com is monkeymillionair96. (go to either more info)
just started watching this awesome youtube guys videos!!! there hilarious!!!!!!! his names RayWilliamJohnson and if you like comedy then i recommend watching!! heres the link www.youtube.com/user/RayWillia…! my youtube username is monkeymillionair!!
btw 3 of my favs r www.youtube.com/watch?v=ag8F26… , www.youtube.com/watch?v=bs_16l… , and www.youtube.com/watch?v=5--5zp…!! all of them r great though!!!
My fav anime/ manga are Naruto, Bleach, Bakugan, and Saiyuki. My favorite books are PJO and the 39 Clues.
Oh and before I forget TEAM JACOB RULES (He's SOO HOT)!!! Edward is ugly (Seriously I almost puked when he took off his shirt in New Moon) and gay (I mean come on what straight man sparkles)!!
I like being with my friends, being on my computer, laying alone with my thoughts, and freedom.
I hate school, hw, studying, getting up in the morning, and getting forced to do something.
Fav Characters from Naruto, Bakugan, Bleach, HSD Kenichi, ad Psyren
NARUTO: Naruto-kun (although i wish he were a bit brighter, hes awesome!), Sakura (although she can be a bitch. also i dont care if a story has Sakura Bashing or not), Iruka-sensei, Kakashi-sensei, Ero-sennin (Jiraiya), Minato-kun, Kushina, Tsunade-baachan, Hinata-chan, Kiba-kun, Neji, Tenten-chan, Shikamaru-kun, Temari-chan, Gaara-sama, Ino-chan (u know Ino-pig means Pig-pig), Choji, Asuma-sensei, Kurenai-sensei, Anko, Pein, Konan, Itachi, and some more characters that I can't think of right know!!
BAKUGAN: Dan, Drago and all other bakugan, Runo, Shun, Alice, Julie, Marucho, Mira, Ace, and Baron
BLEACH: Ichigo (he's the best!!), Tensa Zangetsu, Rukia, Orihime, Toshiro, Shunsui, Rangiku, Kaien, Jushiro, Soifon, Isshin, Karin, Ururu, Kisuke, Yoruichi, Renji, Byakuya, Uryu, Chad, Nel, Yamada, Unohana, Isane, Momo, Hisagi, Yachiru, Kenpachi, Ikkaku, Nemu, and others!
HSD KENICHI: Kenichi (hes SOOOO much stonger and cooler now!), Apachai, Takada, Miu, Renka, Ryuto (Odin), Akisame, Shigure, Sakaki, Natsu (Hermit), Kisara, Kano Shu, Chikage, Ethan (Pollux), Rachel (Castor), Tanaka, Hibiki (Siegfried), Freya, Mizunuma, Li Raichi (Spark), Koukin, Boris, and thats it... i think
PSYREN: Amamiya, Ageha, Matsuri, Asuka, Fubuki, Hiryu, Oboro, Kabuto, Tatsuo, Kyle, Marie, Shao, #7, #6 (Miroku), Van, Frederica, #1 (Grana), Ian, Kagetora, Lan, Riko (Caprico), and more!
(Quote from Psyren Wiki "Ian is a average height man and also quite skinny with fair hair. He actually quite resembles Shinji from Bleach.")
My fav Naruto pairings are NaruSaku and FemNaruSasu Forever and i dont mind NaruHina, NaruIno, NaruTen, or a few other NaruGirl pairing (especially when there's Sakura Bashing) also HinaKiba, Shikatema, NejiTen, SasuKarin, SasuDeath, or SasuOC, MinaKushi, ObitoRin, InoCho, InoSai, KakaRin, KakaAyame, IrukaAnko, PeinKonan, AsuKure, ShinoOC, and GaaraOC, GaaMatsu, or GaaSari!! (tell me about any other good pairings that arent here and if i like any of them i'll add them!)
Pairings i'm ok with are ShikaIno, JiraiyaTsunade, LeeTen, KakaShiz, IrukaShiz, and very few yaoi pairings like KakaIruka (kinda)!!
Pairings I hate or dislike SasuSaku, NejiHina, NaruSasu, other Yaoi, and Yuri! (i dont necessarily hate the people though)
My fav pairings in Bleach are IchiRuki, IchiHime isnt that bad, GinRang, and IshiHime! (tell me about any other pairings u like and the reason y u like them please!!)
Songs: I like most Naruto Shippuden Openings and Endings, most Bleach Openings and Endings, and HSD Kenichi Openings. I also like most songs on Y-100 and the new, in style songs.
(don't think this anymore just keep it on here so people can get a small idea of my imaginative mind! hehe ^^)
i wish that i could be in naruto as naruto's twin sister and to be there during his child hood and be there during everything that happens to him and have the extra charkra of the kyubi and for me to be the 4th member of Team 7, but for the story not to change much because i like the story how it is!! I would have red hair and emerald eyes like Kushina or blond hair and blue eyes like Naruto-kun and Minato or a mix!! I would be hyperactive sometimes and kinda lazy other times, i would be reckless, but not as reckless as Naruto!! I would have a crush on Shika-kun and Kiba-kun!!! I would spend alot of time with Naruto-niichan and would train with Ero-sennin (Jiraiya) and go for the Sage Training and all that stuff!! (idk i just imagined all of this in my head, but i couldnt write it on paper! lol!!)
i can be really lazy like Shikamaru-kun and i can be really hyperactive like Naruto-kun and Kiba-kun!!!!
oh and before i forget my fanfiction username is monkeymillionair and my username on narusaku.com is monkeymillionair96. (go to either more info)
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I'm 92% cute
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Appearance:
[ ] = You have blue/green eyes
[ ]= You blush a lot
[x] = You 'giggle'
[x] = You're quiet (sumtimes)
[x] = You say random silly things
[x] = You have a 'baby face' (kinda)
[x] = You wear a more "down to earth" style of clothing (kinda)
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything too 'showy'
[x] = You're under 5 feet 6 inches tall (5' 4")
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
Innocence:
[x] = You're a virgin
[x] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush (sometimes)
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic. (
)
[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal (actualy 2)
[x] = You like to cuddle
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game (wtf?!)
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOTAL SO FAR: 14
Colors:
[x] = You like the colour pink/light blue (only light blue)
[x] = You tend to wear bright/girly colours (purple counts)
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious (depends on if i give a frigin damn about watever the hell is being said)
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy (suuumtimes)
[x] = You like happy upbeat music
[x] = You like "Cutesy" music (no damn idea wat it means but since this things about cuteness i think i get it)
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[x] = You like babies a lot.
[x] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww <3" (YES!!! watch this www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kIJqX…!! found it on raywilliamjohnson!! that guy hilarious!!!)
TOTAL: 23
Multiply how many you got by 4!
Repost as "I'm 92% cute”
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[ ] = You have blue/green eyes
[ ]= You blush a lot
[x] = You 'giggle'
[x] = You're quiet (sumtimes)
[x] = You say random silly things
[x] = You have a 'baby face' (kinda)
[x] = You wear a more "down to earth" style of clothing (kinda)
[x] = You don't wear halter tops or anything too 'showy'
[x] = You're under 5 feet 6 inches tall (5' 4")
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
Innocence:
[x] = You're a virgin
[x] = Just thinking of sexual things makes you blush (sometimes)
[x] = Your idea of a date is really romantic. (
)[x] = You sleep with a stuffed animal (actualy 2)
[x] = You like to cuddle
[x] = You've never played the Nervous game (wtf?!)
[x] = You don't even know what the nervous game is.
TOTAL SO FAR: 14
Colors:
[x] = You like the colour pink/light blue (only light blue)
[x] = You tend to wear bright/girly colours (purple counts)
TOTAL SO FAR: 16
Personality:
[x] = You can be ignorant/oblivious (depends on if i give a frigin damn about watever the hell is being said)
[x] = You'd consider yourself shy (suuumtimes)
[x] = You like happy upbeat music
[x] = You like "Cutesy" music (no damn idea wat it means but since this things about cuteness i think i get it)
TOTAL SO FAR: 20
What YOU think is cute:
[x] = You like small animals
[x] = You like babies a lot.
[x] = Small/mini versions of things make you go "Awww <3" (YES!!! watch this www.youtube.com/watch?v=-kIJqX…!! found it on raywilliamjohnson!! that guy hilarious!!!)
TOTAL: 23
Multiply how many you got by 4!
Repost as "I'm 92% cute”
(Creater of this CSS: ~Wyrdling )
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